If someone would ask me what a beautiful life means, I would lean my head on your shoulder, hold you close to me and answear with a smile "Like this."
There's a love that only you can give, a smile that only your lips can show, a twingkle that can only be seen in your eyes and my life that only you can complete.
When I say I love you, please believe it's true, when I say forever, know I'll never leave you, when I say goodbye, promise me you won't cry, cause the day I'll be saying that would be the day I die.
Would you believe me if I tell you that I love you so much? Actually, I'd prefer it if you won't, why? So that I can spend the rest of my life proving to you how much I do.
I promise to be there when you need me, I promise to hug you tight when you're lonely, I promise to wipe your tears when they fall and I promise to keep you, not for the rest of my life but for the rest of yours.
You are the reason why even at the saddest part of my life, I smile. Even at confusion, I understand. Even in betrayal, I trust. Even in fear of pain. I love.
I'm holding on the thought that you're not mine. I'm going to look you in the eye, smile and say "you're not mine". Then I'll walk away, turn around at the last moment and say "but I wish you were"
It would be the loneliness feeling standing cold under the rain all alone. But if you were there hugging me tight, just right there by my side, then I hope it rains for the rest of my life.
Within you, I lost myself, without you, I found myself, wanting to be lost again.
Why do I text you? It's my choice, it's my way of saying I remember you? It's my choice, it proves that I care. Why do I care? I don't know it's not my choice but my heart's.
I never intended to be the most important person in your life, that's just too much to ask. But I do hope that I'd cross your mind and you'd smile thinking that I touched your life in a special way.
I don't need someone who'll just be there, I need someone who'll be there holding me and sincerely caring for me till God takes my last breath. So do I make sense If I tell you I need you?
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